urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:00rachael00 my skinny journal 00rachael00 2006-12-06T03:56:08Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:00rachael00:1402 2006-12-06T03:56:08Z 2006-12-06T03:56:08Z oh im so happy because my appt. was really good. i chugged water like craaaazy after i pee'd in the cup (hehe) and then i ate a good breakfast (lite) that kept me from being orthostatic, etc. etc. so that's good, no contract for the moment!<br />b: 250<br />l: 0<br />s: grapes & carrots<br />d: lean cuisine and then yogurt & 3 sweet n salty bars, all purged (i would have stopped after the lean cuisine but i knew i could get away with purging so i went for it)<br />s: so far, a few carrots, apple (100)<br />also did some sit ups, leg & butt calisthenics, light arm lifts...<br />ya. whatever.<br />i hope i fall asleep easily tonight... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:00rachael00:1276 2006-12-05T03:38:21Z 2006-12-05T04:14:10Z today i had therapy and it went well. i've recently decided to act like i'm getting "better," which means i do have to eat in front of my parents, but only like one meal a day, which i can make myself. whoot whoot! and i have my doctors appt. tomorrow, so i just chug massive amounts of water after i pee (into the cup, which is before i get weighed). and when i lose more weight, i'm gonna take those weight rings (like you put on bars for bench press or whatev) and wrap a 1 1/2 lb-er around my neck (under the gown). which i hope works lol if it doesnt ill have to go to day treatment. ew.<br />oooookay...so today=<br />B: coffee with T half n half (20)<br />L: short coffee with T half n half (20)<br />S: grapes, carrots, diet coke<br />D (early-ish): turkey sandwich (3 oz. on WW light bread & mustard), steamed broccoli and cauliflower (200)<br />S: apple (80)<br />and i'm probably gonna have a pria bar later or a yogurt, not sure yet<br />total so far=320 but probably around 450 in the end<br />yay! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:00rachael00:851 2006-12-04T05:53:09Z 2006-12-04T05:53:09Z age: 17<br />ht: 5' .25"<br />cw: 94<br />lw: 89<br />gw: 90<br />ltgw: 80<br /><br />i can't get too skinny, because my parents know and i don't want to go to day treatment! yikes urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:00rachael00:767 2006-12-04T05:37:29Z 2006-12-04T05:37:29Z i exhausted right now so i'm not going to go into specifics about myself/my eating disorder tonight. this lj is basically for me to write about my life and my eating disorder and weight, etc. <br />today was pretty good, but i took three benedryl and two aleve like two hours ago and i feel shitty (but tired, which was what i wanted). --&gt;<br />B: coffe w. 1 T half n half (20)<br />L: (out with my mom) Quizno's small honey bourbon chicken (lite selection), took off all the chicken, diet pepsi (300)<br />S: diet coke<br />D: grapes, carrots, kashi pb granola bar (225)<br />S: 1/3 c. lowfat cottage cheese, blueberries (100)<br />total=625<br />k, i'm ready to pass out, night<br />-rachael